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I honestly have no idea what I'm going to do anymore.
I can usually tell,
but now I can't.

listen:

I've never kissed a girl.
I thought I would tell you this.

I think it's kind of sad,
but it's not that sad.

Why would I tell you this,
you're a complete stranger,
or maybe you're a close friend.

It doesn't matter,
I'm going to delete this immediately.
Maybe I won't.
I probably will.

))))

I'm just tired of being

I need someone to be alone with.

When winter comes
I'm going to be cold
all by myself.

-- -- --

If we can stick to the story,
the worst is yet to come.

At most we're only halfway through,
and it's only begun to get dark.

I hope it stays dark forever,
& I hope the worst isn't over.

If we can stick to the story,
then I think I can tell where we are.

And if I'm reading it right,
I think I'm starting to hate you.

I really wish it weren't true,
but I think I'm starting to hate you.

Your emotions

make you

a monster.

~ ~ ~

I think we could be happy.
I really wouldn't be,
but you would think I was.
I would think I so too,
I can be pretty gullible,
but you must be as well.
That was mean,
but I can be terribly cruel.
Maybe I should stop.
I think we both should stop.
I think we all should stop.
Lets all just be happy.
I think we could be happy.