Tuesday, October 27, 2009


It's beautiful to know,
and to feel,
even though it's a lie.

It's a beautiful lie,
but we'll live,
though you won't be here to live it.

It's beautiful that you're alive,
and I'm alive,
even if it's only 4 more minutes.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009


I don't even know.
When I see you,
I think I will.

I had a dream.
In it I held you.
we were together,
and we were whole.

I'd never been happier.
I wish it were real.


It's amazing
how fast things went from

I genuinely want to die.

Just one fucking photograph.

I haven't felt like this
for some while,
but now I'm ready.

This isn't poetry.
This isn't some kind of metaphor.
God damn this is real.

Friday, October 16, 2009


That's so sad
Please tell me it will be alright
I'll know you're lying

Monday, October 12, 2009

= = =

It's been over a year.

It's going to be a lot longer.

Thursday, October 1, 2009


I don't believe you,
you're a liar.

I know I am,
and if we're as alike as I think we are,
and as you think we are,
you are a liar too.

I don't believe you,
and I don't think you believe yourself.

I know I don't,
and I'm sure you lie to yourself constantly,
I'm almost certain you do,
because that's what I do too.

If we're parallel,
and we're both alien,
then how could anything you've said be true?

I don't believe you,
you're a liar.
And you are lying to me.
That's what I believe is true.