Tuesday, June 23, 2009

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I wish I could go back,
and go through everything that's happened
since August.
Change everything that's gone wrong,
regardless of how they've changed me.
Now you're gone,
where I don't know.
I'm sure you're fine,
but I still assume the worst.
I'll check the newspaper for your name,
and I'll be relieved not to find it,
but I'll still feel uneasy not knowing where you are.
I'm sorry,
&
I miss you.

2 comments:

  1. I absolutely love and need you more than everything I've ever known. I wish things did not have to be this way, not at all right now. I'm so incredibly sorry for that. I wish distance really did not make a difference and it really was not there. I wish I could just pick up and relocate things, I thing everything would be easier then. Or that there were no such things as consequences. There are so many things I want to say, need to say but just cannot get them into words right now. I desperately wish I could though. I'm sorry, so very sorry.

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  2. I love you so much.



    Please don't be sorry.

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